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Monday, November 29, 2004

I don't know what got into me...i deleted my entry!!! now i've to type again.

so here's the summarised version.

I'll be goin to KL and Genting for holidays. Be back on Sunday. But i'll still blog when i'm in Genting coz there's an internet cafe there. Need to check for mails and blog entries that my BB might put up. Most of the time i'll be unhappy there coz BB's not in Singapore thus i'll be difficult for me to reach her. And this time round, my brother and his now ex-gf is not coming along. So it's just me, mum and relatives. I'll only be happy when i'm doin my own shopping and playing at the arcade to exchange for a plush toy for BB..=) .. i foresee lots of quarrels with mum.

oh..that reminds me..i've to go exchange for the radio bear at John Little before the 9th..

Quote of the day...: A man can grow out of his childishness and become mature but stupidity, it lasts forever.

There are constantly 2 stupid people in my life.

1) My mum
2) My brother

Please do not tell me that i am not to say that my mum is stupid. And don't come here preaching to me about how i should respect her coz she gave birth to me. Don't tell me that you understand what i'm feeling or thinking or even going thru coz you'll never know me until you start walking for a mile in my shoes.

I say my mum is stupid coz she can't do anything right and she expects me to do them right for her. For christ sake. Why doesn't she ask my bro? I know why..coz he's just as stupid as her..they're both unable to do anything right.

Why do i say that? Well..i asked my bro to get an autoroam service for his starhub line. He keeps insisting that the call doesn't get thru. Well, fyi, the call does get thru. He is just plain lazy to wait on the line for the operator to pick up. Operator being busy doesn't mean that the call doesn't get thru. Stupid. Oh..and i can surely say that he has no idea as to what he wants in life either. 'Fei(4) wu(4)'.

-iWrote 11/29/2004 10:31:00 PM

Saturday, November 27, 2004

BB called!!

my baby just called me..Tokyo is actually 1hr ahead of Singapore..hmm..she'll be leaving tmr afternoon at ard 2+(Tokyo time i guess..) and reaching US on Sunday at ard 8+ pm..which is Singapore time....ard 10am on a monday..called her mummy and informed her of it..

It feels so gd to hear my baby's voice after so long..but now i feel like crying again coz my baby is so far away and without a new change of clothes coz the airport has sent off their luggage to US..oh..poor baby..i hope BB can try to get some new change of clothes somehow..maybe shop at the airport?? Sigh..but i can't get back to BB coz there isn't any reception there at the airport hotel..hope BB will go walk ard and get new change of clothes before she leaves..it'll be almost 24hrs before she reaches OKC..

Sigh..i really wish that i was really rich and could fly there together with BB and take care of her..BB!! I WANNA TAKE CARE OF YOU FOREVER!! No matter what happens....hugs....

-iWrote 11/27/2004 10:38:00 PM

A few thousand miles apart

My baby left for US at 1330 today..Her classmate, A, asked her mum to give me a ride home..A's mum offered the ride to C's mum (C is also baby's classmate). Half way home on the espress way, tears welled up in my eyes. It was 1300..reality struck me..my baby's leaving in 30mins..no more flight delays..no more pleasant surprises for me anymore..1330..baby msged to say she's leaving..i sent a reply in my half blindedness due to me brawling my eyes out..

She'll reach Tokyo-Narita in 8hrs time..staying overnight there..1hr difference..30mins more before i can hear from her..oh BB...i miss you so so much!!! Please contact me soon..i'm going crazy already..sobs sobs..

-iWrote 11/27/2004 08:44:00 PM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

I PASSED ALL MY MODULES!!

I'M FINALLY GONNA GRADUATE!!

YEAH!!!

-iWrote 11/24/2004 01:49:00 PM

Sunday, November 21, 2004

My life is filled with incredible people!!

Ah..before i actually start on my another solemn or maybe a resentful entry, everyone should go watch The Incredibles..it is actually, according to my standards, the best animation movie. Better than Shark Tale and as good as, if not better than, Finding Nemo. And mind you, i watch lots of cartoons and animations. So, when i say it is a great animation, it IS a great animation.

Ok. Now back to those incredible people in my life.

Sometimes i really marvel at how people can actually not return your well wishes or greetings for their new year with a simple thank you. Even if they are so busy with all the preparations, a TY or 10q will also surffice. But till the end of the day or even 1 week later, i recived none. Yes yes, i am that persistant in getting my thank yous.

The other incredibles in my life would be those that always insist on their own point of views and get irritated with me when i voice mine out. And, what's more ridiculously incredible about them is that they even start blaming me and raising their voices at me. Most of the time, if not always, they seem to never fail to make me feel incredibly sorry for making them frustrated. In the end, i will just let them take me as their outlet to vent their frustrations to atone for whatever crimes that i had, or rather, most probably had not committed.

In most cases, they will apologise when they realise that they have been wicked and cruel to me. Of course, they know very well that no matter how long they take to realise their wicked ways, i will still forgive them. But being forgiving does not mean forgetting their wrongs. I give everyone three chances before i actually start remembering the wicked things that they have done to me. I usually categorise everything using simple nouns or short phrases.

The sad thing is, these people will start the vicious cycle again a few days or weeks later. And of course, i am not a computer and i certainly do not have a slot to slot in a memory card in my head. Therefore, i don't remember most of the things others have done to me. Unless they have been at it quite often.

So, how many have you met today??

-iWrote 11/21/2004 11:16:00 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Cremated

My neighbour passed away 2 days ago and was cremated today. He left behind his wife, son and daughter who, happens to be my senior from my secondary school. He wanted to fight with the cancer till he sees my senior gets married, which is 10 days more. But sadly he couldn't hold out.

Strangely, i feel sad although i ain't really close to my late neighbour. I guess i'll miss his "hello girl, going to school?" or his "Morning girl (flashing his thousand watt smile)". Sigh..he's the only smoker which i don't detest. Maybe it's because he's such a nice guy. Constantly smiling, constantly cheerful. Even when he knows he's not well. He loves his family and is willing to talk to them, communicate with his children and understand them and know them for who they really are. He's just not your typical parent. From now on, the whole block will be so cold without his cheerful presence. I'll no longer be able to hear his coughs while he talks to his family near the dining room window. Somehow, this all makes me feel like the time my Princess (my dog) passed away. Sigh.

Maomi and my mum

I almost lost Maomi yesterday. She ran out of the house without my knowledge and mum blamed it all on me. Although i found her, i still disagree with my mum that it was my fault. She was the one who was trying to grab the attention of the door maker (HBD is changing all the main doors in flats to 1/2hr fire proof doors). If she hadn't been so engrossed in that lil chat of her's, Maomi wouldn't have ran out.

Classic photos..haahaa

Guess how much she has grown.. =P

-iWrote 11/14/2004 05:40:00 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Comment...people!! COMMENT!!

why is it that people just read my blog and leave it as that??!! i should go get a counter to track down all those people that reads my blog..i wanna know who my readers are and i will not tolerate those who read and talk bad about it behind my back!! (then again..how would i know?? but people are just like tt..they love to complain..assholes thinking that they're so great..) Got something to say?? Say it to my face!! argh..why am i so worked up?? ah...i know why..coz some people or someone said that they/he/she is gonna comment when the entry is read again..why can't people or rather that particular someone just put more effort into reading my blog and comment after reading?? Why do you need to take a glance at the f**king entry?? Why can't you just read the f**king entry?? WHOLEHEARTEDLY!! I am so sick of giving all of my efforts when others just don't f**king give as much as i do.

Fish tanks

Washed all 3 fish tanks today. Was kinda grossed out by the whole process coz the tanks were real dirty and one of them of tonnes of snails in them and lotsa nematodes..that explains why that particular fish is sick..

Am dead tired right now but have to head to the fruits stall with my mum to get the fruits for tomorrow. Tomorrow is chu yi so have to bai bai..sigh..such a tiring chore..why isn't my bro called for such a task?? argh!! everything is so unfair..

I AM CONSTANTLY SHORT CHANGED!!

-iWrote 11/11/2004 11:07:00 PM

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Everyone treats me as tho i'm their outlet to vent their frustrations on!!! Everyone is impatient with me!! Everyone demands so much from me!! I am only this big and this smart. AND there is only so much to my patience. Stop testing my limits!! I DESERVE TO BE TREATED BETTER!!! ARGH!! I wish i have the ability and power to take away the lives of those who treat me less than what i deserve or maybe the ability to pay them back double for the way they treat me.

Ahh...i feel so much better now..ok..time to slp..

-iWrote 11/10/2004 11:09:00 PM

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

I get tired so easily...

These few days, i've been sleeping till ard 9+..10 and i get tired by say ard 6..630..what's wrong with me? And that is not all. I get terrible terrible mood swings..i can be really happy this minute and then next i'll be feeling extremely down..or upset..or even angry..gosh..this all sounds as if i'm pregnant. Yes yes..that includes getting hungry quite often. Am i stressed or am i just "abnormal" for awhile?

If i'm stressed then what am i stressed about?? My papers are long over and there's nothing much for me to worry about other than my results but there is nothing i can do about my results so it makes no economical sense to get stressed up over that.

Abnormal?? What is abnormal?? Everyone is prone to mood swings what..so i'm not abnormal.

But what is it that's triggering off all these mood swings?? Why is it that there's this strangely sour feeling?? Guess i'm just trying too hard to maximise the time we spend together..and i am allowing you to while away the time..maybe coz i just want you to be happy and do the things you want to do even when you're with me..guess there's nothing much to me other than this sacrificing self of mine..

New look today...

Got my haircut and i look real nice..with the fringe and all......i look hot...at least ttz what YS said..haahaa...oh oh...plus the specs..lol..Karen said i look like a sceretary this afternoon before i went to take an i/c photo..

$100 bucks for a lost I/C

Hey yo!! Do i look like i want to lose my i/c?? Do i look like i sold off my i/c coz i'm broke?? oh please..$100 for a piece of plastic..isn't that too much?? Yao keng wo de qian si ma?? Na qu ah!! Cheng si ni...si zheng fu..shen mo dou yao qian qian qian..ni yi wei da jia dou xiang ni men ze yang you qian ah?? zhuo zai na li jiang ji ju hua jiu you shang qian wan de yue xing..qu ni ma de la!! tao yan!! Or mi tuo fo...song wo yi dian cai hao bu hao?? haahaahaahaahaa...i'm siao already..

What i need in my new wallet

1) $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
2) I/C
3) Bus concession pass...still got till Dec cannot waste..and can double up as an id k..
4) Herstory membership card..
5) SPGG membership card

These are the only things that i've not gotten yet...other than the wallet to hold all these stuff..the rest of the cards i've already gotten them... =P one gd card tt will come to gd use is...a SUPP CARD!!! haahaa...spend all i want...haahaahaahaahaa...but in the end also use my own money pay...also not my mum paying...makes not economical sense to get one..haahaa

-iWrote 11/09/2004 10:27:00 PM

Monday, November 08, 2004

Chew on it...

Was listening to the radio on the cab while on my way to Karen's place..The female DJ then said that from ancient times till now, there's always the issue about gorgeous women..she then proceeded to explain herself..

Imagine...A male trying to reason with a traffic policeman to not give him a ticket and a female trying to do the same..who do you think will get away from it?? haahaa...needless to say..the female..

Second senarior..a gorgeous female and an auntie looking female..say..both are ard mid 20s..who do u think will get away from the traffic police?? the gorgeous female!!!

I AM FEMALE AND I THINK I LOOK GORGEOUS!! haahaahaa....

-iWrote 11/08/2004 01:55:00 PM